I feel like as of late I've been surrounded by sad stories and tragedy. Most recently David's cousins wife died from complications during childbirth. They were able to save the baby and she is a miracle and just precious. During these times I feel mixed emotions of joy and sorrow. I am so happy that they were able to save one life, but why not both? I guess I feel a bit of anger too. Why should bringing life to this world have to be so risky? Why does such tragedy hit in the moments that are supposed to be the most beautiful moments in life? My heart hurts.
On the other hand I feel joy. A new life is just beginning. She is an angel and miracle. I know that challenges lie ahead, especially for their dad. He now has to raise two beautiful children alone. It just doesn't seem fair. I know all the "Sunday School answers", but at the same time it still hurts. I know that they will one day all be reunited as a family. It just seems that no child should have to lose a mother they will never know in this life. And a mother should not be taken from a child she will not be able to raise. I keep putting myself in the shoes of these situations and I just cry. I know that I could never handle losing my precious ones... and I always want to be there for them. I guess it makes it a little easier to not do dishes and laundry if it means spending just a few more moments with them.
Sorry for the depressing blogs lately. I've just had lots on my mind.
I am grateful for eternal families and the atonement so we can all be reunited someday.
2 comments:
I didn't know she died during childbirth. I was sad because she wsa young. Now I am sad because of so many more things. I am sending you are virtual hug right now. *hug*
I've noticed things do seem to come in waves. Waves of bad news, waves of excitement, waves of stress, etc. Maybe that's how you really learn the lesson. You also can't help but put yourself in that person's shoes when you hear a story like that. I'm so sorry for your family's loss.
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